As you all know I've had a bad week what with husbands being more like ostriches etc etc..
So you'll all be happy to know that this morning I erupted. We were tidying last night and every time I'd try to broach the subject of our situation, Neb shrugged me off.
This morning though it all came to head when I vented my anger and went off on one- a bit like the volcano above. It all came blurting out and I told him that if I didn't get these things off my chest then our marriage wouldn't last. I even slapped him across the face (oops!).
We made up before I went to work with him apologizing lots for everything and promising that things would get better, and so far things are getting there I think.
We had Bel's birthday party today and he thanked me for organising a great cake (he did try baking one but disaster struck), for the party bags (filled with sweets, party toys and glo sticks) and for making Bel's party enjoyable.
He has kindly gone out to get me some chips now and some cider and when he gets back we will watch the rugby together and then do some more tidying ready for his mother's visit tomorrow.
I hope that this is the start of better days and that my posts will be happier and mad (again!)
Bye for now